So I am totally missing my family. It is very hard living far away from them even though I went to college 4 years in Missouri. This is so different. I can't really explain it. It seemed easier to make friends when you were in college and now that I have a kid it's not like I can just hangout ALL the time. My desires, attitude towards things and life in general has changed so much the past year. But right now, I MISS MY FAMILY and FRIENDS in Utah and Missouri. I don't think I will ever have friends like that again.